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estates @ 2007-07-22T23:13:00

2007-07-23T03:14:45Z

guises

you're in for a surprise.

estates @ 2005-08-09T01:12:00

2005-08-09T05:12:43Z

I'm here, I swear I'm here.

estates @ 2005-05-24T19:01:00

2005-05-24T23:02:26Z

So, I'm back.

estates @ 2005-02-14T20:31:00

2005-02-15T01:32:50Z

I fucking hate Valentine's Day.

estates @ 2005-01-16T18:47:00

2005-01-16T23:47:54Z

Someone should host me on their website.

estates @ 2005-01-08T22:20:00

2005-01-09T03:21:58Z

Theres an assignment for my English 6 class, where I have to write about my life in ten pages front and back.

-sigh-

estates @ 2005-01-01T17:36:00

2005-01-01T22:37:51Z

I could pretend to be someone amazing, blind you with a facade, but I won't. I'm a terrible liar, and you would see me coming, from a mile away.

Six more days.

estates @ 2004-12-31T19:03:00

2005-01-01T00:06:56Z

estates @ 2004-12-24T21:38:00

2004-12-25T02:40:20Z

I like the name Lotto.

estates @ 2004-12-20T15:50:00

2004-12-20T20:51:19Z

Bananas make you beautiful.

estates @ 2004-12-13T16:23:00

2004-12-13T21:24:14Z

I think I very much fell into lust today.

estates @ 2004-12-12T13:07:00

2004-12-12T18:09:21Z

I want to meet Johnny Rzeznik.

estates @ 2004-12-06T18:40:00

2004-12-06T23:42:40Z

I am terrified of change. I realized this when what was supposed to be the future, was being talked about, in the present tense.

estates @ 2004-12-01T21:13:00

2004-12-02T02:14:58Z

He sizzles, and I'm intrigued.

estates @ 2004-11-27T19:57:00

2004-11-28T00:58:11Z

When contemplating ending it all one must pause to consider the possibility that things may backfire. Afterlife may be even more unbearable than time on earth, if it actually exsists. I value life, denying that would be a lie. It hurts to breathe, waking up realizing I am in the same place I was yesterday pacing foward like a snail feeling trapped. My soul is locked away somewhere in a cage of which only my maker has the key. In death, I won't breathe or suffer, I'll lose ability to feel. The loss of feeling numb when the weather hits below zero, only to feel the life circulating back through my veins when I find heat, my body reacting like a robot. I'll never wish I were someone else. Maybe death is a state of mind, and if I believe that, maybe then I will see the world with new eyes. Until that day.

estates @ 2004-11-27T17:56:00

2004-11-27T22:57:51Z

Una palabra no dice nada y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo. Igual que el viento esconde el agua, como las flores que esconden lodo.

estates @ 2004-11-19T17:37:00

2004-11-19T22:41:47Z

I really dislike when people take out all their anger and frustration out on someone who isn't that cause of it. I'm sure everyone has done it at least once in their lifetime, including yours truly, but one must try not to do it intentionally. It's really draining and the people around you begin to feel as frustrated as you are because the next day, you decide to apologize to the person(s) you pissed off because you suddenly had male PMS and they just have to forgive you.

Next time, just take a Midol, and suck it in.

-end rant-

estates @ 2004-11-16T16:03:00

2004-11-17T00:04:52Z

Time hurts more than it heals.

estates @ 2004-11-09T21:50:00

2004-11-10T02:54:24Z

"The curse of hearts so unselfishly left naked, only to be taken & exchanged for something cheaper. I recall those moments of unbridled conversation where we swore to the heavens that ours was untouchable, ethereal, ours was eternal."

bittersweet aftertaste
6-24-03